Sometimes I think you are more virtual than real. I had such a quality time with you, but you keep living just in my mind. You do not have a slight idea of my today’s taste and colour.
I spent with you less time than the amount I wasted thinking of you. I have only just virtual inputs from you: stuff you write on a virtual wall, your messages on my phone - I haven’t been hearing your voice for a long time before seeing you again.
To you, I am even more virtual. Have you ever experienced my life, my places, my city? Have you ever breathed the air I breath in my room, the place where I think of you more than I should do? You do not even have the idea of the dresses pressed in my closet, multiple identities I pick and wear day by day. My posters, my mugs, the stuff I put on my bookshelves - you don’t know how many books I look at every night before dying of tiredness, because you don’t even know that I sleep in front of my bookcase.
Despite all this, in the short time we were together I had one of the most intense experiences I ever had with someone. But all of that is fossilised, and will never change its shape. It could eventually be scratched like a stone washed by the sea, a statue corroded by the rain, a memory devoured by a continuous, desperate recalling.
We are like statues in an Italian garden: we can not move, though we are beautiful and more real than human bodies. Our shapes are our stances and our cages. We will not move. We will be what we have been for a bunch of days, but just for the time we recall those blurred memories.
We do not exist.
This is one of those Saturdays: you wake up just a little bit later than you do during the week though you didn’t sleep much more than usual. Sun is knocking on the curtains, and it’s so warm you feel it on your hair. I love to touch my hair, move them from left to right or over my eyes. Seems this will be a warm Autumn day!
A perfect day to stroll around, get relaxed and enjoy the light. Just a perfect day.
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Cerveteri, Piazza del Municipio
Visto alla stazione di #Novara
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